I'm here for a very long time but I never sign in except this time

I'm here for a very long time but I never sign in except this time

I cannot remember the date I found avril's album around the street.That day I lost my sister forever.It's complicated to describe how I feel.I've been looking for a purpose of my life for a long time,maybe all my childhood.But it just turned out that I was so stupid and sucked to the things we've to face to.I used to being stupid to the life,cause I found people love to be a smartass themselves and hate others doing that.There's nobody I can talk to when just need someone.Maybe, just maybe,all the people will say,it's not just you,YOU ARE NOT ALONE~I like to be alone maybe, just like a observer, seeing what ordinary people would do and I just copy it to prevent be treated as a freak.The way I look the world was so deconstructive,I can't just accept the rule.Maybe you all say me too.But it's honestly different.I can't say I'm just right, I just know what I have been through. I used to sing nothing but ordinary with no doubt.But the world is seriously a very big question that no one got answer for you.
No one cares new ones actually. I really think it's a big family and most of us were friendly, but, I'm just nobody, alone as usual.
Hi everyone.Excuses for my engli, my engli was so...you know. I can't beat you if you curse me by text.So, let me....thanx....
From somewhere not speak engli...

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hi I am very happy see you because
I’m Chinese too!
but I’m not good in English T.T
but listeningto Avril 's music makes me feel comfortable I can't help to entering this website. It's a bit difficult for me to use English . If possible ,i hope we can become friend

First Welocome To this Website second I'm sorry for your sister,And I will tell something:
From two months MY father Died,And ever body look Sorry for me because I'm Only 15 Don't thing I'm saying this Because I think you Are "crazy" no I know How you feel BEcause I felt It before So I will add you As FRiend And you Can talk with me in "off TopicI: in "Chat room forever".At last remember Avril's Song "Keep Holding on"