In the dusk of the night I dream for the place I always wished I had.

I know the chance of Avril reading this is about 0 but, I wanted to write it. and other people should too and just send one big massive fan letter to her >.<

Dear Avril, may you never read this.

I was 12 when complicated came out and I hated it, it played everywhere I went in every single ad break ( because New Zealand played songs instead of ads then, don't ask me why) after her first album began to die down I began to love her as an artist and even more so when Under My Skin came out when I was about 15. Now she is one of my idols, her voice and her talent in the early years is music to the ears. I don't know if then she was made to be an angsty teenager as an image but, it's the part that inspires me to create music. The lyrics/words that everyone feels but no one ever lets out, that everyone relates to. I don't much agree with the new music she creates, or the poppish feel to the concerts that she has now. But, her early music, the authenticity she had. It inspires me to create music, so I just want to say, thank you, thank you for inspiring me.

:L

inb4: yes I know she will never read this. I just felt like writing it.